Standing back and watching it all burn

My mind has been lost in a lot of thought lately, having to depend on small distractions to at least keep myself at least half sane. I don’t want to go into full detail about it but I might be changing jobs soon within the company. My mother is getting a promotion and we can’t be in the same section according to the rules. Unfortunately the areas that I was interested in either don’t have a place for me, or just want to drag their ass hiring anymore people.

So I have to make a decision to go back to ordering bread and coffee and learn how to be a cashier, or be a cashier. Considering the latter pays more I may end up going that route. Although the former has more hours, but then I would be ordering, being called to cashier nonstop (like everyone else in the store) and whatever other responsibility they want to add to the job for less than a cashier… I might as well be getting paid to do my actual job.

It’s still a suck deal either way. I don’t like standing in one spot for hours on end, but maybe I can hold out until I can find work elsewhere. Which has still been pretty impossible. Although a new place has opened it’s doors. I plan to walk in there on my next day off and apply.

I love this town, but when it comes to finding work it absolutely sucks because there is hardly anything.