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>Lets start over

>Lets start over

What can I say, I told myself I would never become a blogger, and here I am again writing on a blog and enjoying it.

Don’t worry the fear is still there, but it is mitigated by the fact that I indeed have an audience to see my writings.

As long as the performer has an audience he or she continues to perform.

So here I dance. I sing, I love and die. You, my friends and occasionally my enemies can read what happens between my ears and wonder at it.

It’s amazing I can keep a string of thought on any given day. My mind lives in every moment like a fuse leading to a big cartoon bomb. Is that bomb death? Is it rebirth? No one seems to know the answers.

Life is for living. Today I feel life more than ever. I feel weighted. Not pain, or sadness, just heavy. This is a good thing. It’s a reminder of our density. Some say we only see things as solid because our eyes were made to see what we can not pass our entity through, must be something solid. They say that the world is actually a lot of empty space in between atoms. We are a collection of parts that in essence are not even physically connected. We are the ether.

What is this density? Is it the weight of reality, or have I thrown a mental anchor. Can I grow from here?

Only time will tell.

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Melon Seed
January 15, 2009 8:49 pm

I’m so glad that you are the guest blogger, BAD!!! I have really enjoyed reading your insightful comments, and thank you very much for sharing so much!!!First of all, I couldn’t agree more that you should enjoy whatever it is you are doing, and that especially applies to this blog- wheeee!!!Second of all, you might want to experiment with your diet. More roughage like light carrots and raw broccoli might help the weighty feelings you are experiencing. I wish you all the best with this issue!!!!So much stuff to comment on and so little time!!! Don’t forget to Rock the… Read more »

Melon Seed
January 15, 2009 8:54 pm

Excellent comment Ette!Indeed I could use more roughage, perhaps even more beans.This brings to mind another little poem of wisdom….Here I sit, broken heartedwanting to shit, but only farted.See know, farting is a good thing too, and whoever wrote that should have realized that.

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Melon Seed
January 15, 2009 9:08 pm

Inner farting sounds real painful…