Thoughts on the latest shooting.

The whole shooting at the Umpqua Community College has been all kinds of depressing. The guy behind the shooting announced his plans on 4chan of all places, and while there were some people in the thread telling him not to do it, he was still cheered on for starting the “beta uprising”. Having read what I could of the archive before projectile vomiting I could see he couldn’t score with someone of the opposite sex. What fascinates me is the people in that thread giving their undying support, I know it shouldn’t surprise me since misery loves company and everything, but damn that’s a heaping load of misery…

But you can’t point at one thing in these cases and place blame, A lot goes into this mental behavior. Mental health care in the United States has been poor since the 1980’s, people with mental issues have problems getting the proper care they need, but they have no issues getting their hands on guns to commit these crimes. They also find people just as crazy as they are and have crazy children, then impart their mental teachings. Technology has advanced tremendously, and has made it easy for people to connect with each other, including crazies finding other crazies to enjoy each others company in their own echochambers. They become so comfortable talking like this all the time that they act out in the real world thinking they won’t get in trouble. I’ve seen guys and even some girls that fit the mold.

You know, some people say that the government is trying to control our population by using chemtrails and other means of sterilization. But that seems rather pointless when we appear to be doing a bang up job trying to kill each other.

Swing and a miss

I had something pointed out to me at work that I wasn’t going to write about. But with the events that happened yesterday I feel like I should. I’ve been stewing at it since then and I really need to get this written out. So lets start from the beginning.

Two days ago when I showed up for work one of my coworkers shared something he stumbled upon from a website that posts lots of junk, someone posted in the personals section of said site looking for someone they saw working at a particular place, with particular hair, and a particular item of their body they had a hard time not staring at. The place they described was where I work, and the person they described was me. I was a little creeped out by it. But I shrugged it off anyway and figured it wasn’t anything worth writing about. It was posted over a month ago, so why make a big deal out of it?

That was until…

Yesterday I was helping someone in our console section, and he wanted to know the improvements were between the old gen and new. So I filled in the details and he ended up telling me he hasn’t cared about consoles in a long time and that he preferred PC. So we talked about PC gaming and how fun it was to mod, and then we got on the subject of Skyrim, it was a nice conversation and it left off on a good note… until I walked off. Then he commented about that particular part of me that he found attractive. I’ll give you a hint: it wasn’t my eyes. Anyways the comment hit me below the belt and ruined my mood for the day. I wasn’t expecting this especially a day after having it pointed out to me that someone was looking for me on at least one particular site. I informed everyone who worked with me about these events so they could keep a lookout.

What pisses me off is that the conversation went really well, we had some common interests, he was real nice looking, but then he had to ruin it with a sexual comment. He might as well of said “Hey I got a bucket of chicken… ya wanna do it?”.

This world man… where did everything go wrong.

An Apple vs Android fight… with knives.

People are weird…

Think your iPhone vs Android debates with friends are fierce? Two Oklahoma roommates took a literal stab at making all of our smartphone arguments seem rather tame overnight.

The lesson here is that it doesn’t matter what side you’re on. Fanboys from either side are a danger. 😛

How the hell does someone like this become a vet?

I read this story hours ago and even now I still can’t wrap my head around how a veterinarian from Texas would not only kill a cat with a bow and arrow, but be grinning from ear to ear as if it were something to be proud of. I’ll give you a warning before you click the link. The picture in the article is very graphic.

Here is the article.

Dr. Kristen Lindsey, DVM, posted a picture on her Facebook page of her holding an arrow that is sticking through the head of a dead cat.

The post reads “My first bow kill, lol. The only good feral tomcat is one with an arrow through it’s head! Vet of the year award … Gladly accepted.”

I’m still surprised that she thought this was perfectly fine. Hell, she didn’t even think she was going to get fired.

In the comment section of her post, she wrote “no I did not lose my job. Lol. Psshh. Like someone would get rid of me. I’m awesome!”

Bad news, the cat wasn’t feral. Coincidentally an orange cat by the name of “Tiger” went missing, and the cat in the picture looked just like him. His caregivers were far from pleased. Of course even if the cat was feral as she claimed it would be far from unnecessary to kill an animal in such a disgustingly gruesome way.

It hasn’t been confirmed (from what I can tell) but one thing seems certain. Her career as a vet is definitely over. No one in their right mind would want a pet murderer touching their animals. If it were my cat I would have knocked the shit out of that insufferable bitchboat and pathetic excuse for a human being. I’d have no problem wiping the smile off her face.

I do hope she lives a long life though. Having to be reminded of how royally she fucked up.

And now for another chestnut from the cespools of teh interwebz

I was minding my own business in one of the chats I frequent… and all of a sudden a playtoy appears. It’s a shame he had to run like a little bitch when a mod appeared. I for one enjoyed the intellectual value of the conversation. 😛 WARNING: Giant wall of text that you probably shouldn’t read if you have tender sensibilities or a heart condition!

5:26 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: Hello ladies and gents :3
5:26 AM – OverlordTomala: Allo
5:26 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: Rick <3
5:26 AM – kaliber: sup bitch
5:27 AM – Rick: how are you baby <3
5:27 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: sup?
5:27 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: I’m good bub c:
5:27 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: u?
5:27 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔ is now playing Team Fortress 2. Click here to join.
5:27 AM – Rick: i’m fine 🙂 thnx 😛
5:27 AM – OverlordTomala: Don’t refer to yourself in the 3rd person Kali. We love you anyway
5:27 AM – kaliber: salam alekym
5:27 AM – Rick: what ?
5:27 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: Tomala that was a good onme
5:27 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: W aleyk al salam 😮
5:27 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: Arab?
5:28 AM – kaliber: no haha
5:28 AM – Rick: oh great now !! english only please !!
5:28 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: :C
5:28 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: okie dokey
5:28 AM – kaliber: u muslim?=
5:28 AM – OverlordTomala: lol I see you also go by confederate… No wonder you can’t get any chicks.
5:28 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: Nope
5:28 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: xD
5:28 AM – kaliber: u from lebanon m8
5:29 AM – The Mexican Pyro (Tardis) left chat.
5:29 AM – Hevel: http://cdn.steamcommunity.com/economy/emoticon/cupcake
5:29 AM – kaliber: overloard whats wrong with being confederate?
5:30 AM – OverlordTomala: Well, you can’t get chicks… That’s like, rule #1 of the confederate handbook
5:30 AM – ଘMiss Khate ε♥з: lol drama queen.
5:30 AM – kaliber: no lol
5:30 AM – kaliber: i never said i cant get chicks
5:30 AM – kaliber: you stupid cunt
5:30 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: What?
5:30 AM – ଘMiss Khate ε♥з: Now I know what you’re asking yourself. “WAI WOOD U EVEEN ENCLOOD DAT IN YO PREUFAIL” . Here’s the answer. I am sick and tired of throwing people in my oven and feeding them to my cat because they ask me “WAI U POOT UR PEUFAIL POOBLIC? U ATEENTION SEKER!”
5:30 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: Don’t laugh at exellence
5:30 AM – Rick: o.O maybe i need to get sym here
5:30 AM – ଘMiss Khate ε♥з: rofl XD
5:30 AM – OverlordTomala: You don’t have to say… It shows 😛
5:31 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: xD
5:31 AM – Rick: Is sym online queen ?
5:31 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: I GET THIS WAY TOO MUCH
5:31 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: idk
5:31 AM – kaliber: it shows?
5:31 AM – ଘMiss Khate ε♥з: Lmfao. so funny.
5:31 AM – kaliber: bitch
5:31 AM – OverlordTomala: lol, nice comeback.
5:31 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: Srsly?
5:31 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: I think it was lame
5:31 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: which totally describes my sense of humor
5:31 AM – ଘMiss Khate ε♥з: its funny.
5:31 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: x3
5:31 AM – ଘMiss Khate ε♥з: XD
5:31 AM – Rick: brb
5:32 AM – ଘMiss Khate ε♥з: cant stop laughin.
5:32 AM – Hevel left chat.
5:32 AM – kaliber: 30 hoes on my dick
5:32 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: I smell sarcasm
5:32 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: khate
5:32 AM – ଘMiss Khate ε♥з: yep ?
5:32 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: I smell sarcasm
5:33 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: in your text
5:33 AM – ଘMiss Khate ε♥з: ..
5:33 AM – ଘMiss Khate ε♥з: sarcasm.. ==
5:33 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: 😛
5:33 AM – Rick: that guy kali is annoying :
5:33 AM – ଘMiss Khate ε♥з: its nice. :3
5:33 AM – ଘMiss Khate ε♥з: XD
5:33 AM – Rick: ohh fuck 😛 wrong chat lol
5:33 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: Just deal with it like I am
5:33 AM – ଘMiss Khate ε♥з: im laughing again lmfao
5:34 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: xD
5:34 AM – ଘMiss Khate ε♥з: lol im crazy. nvm me. :3
5:34 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: Loka loka loka
5:34 AM – OverlordTomala: He hasn’t said anything in awhile. He must be asking mom for a catch phrase to respond with…
5:34 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: Don’t give him attention xD
5:34 AM – kaliber: Tomala
5:34 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: then worse we can do right now is do that
5:34 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: we’d be encouraging him
5:34 AM – kaliber: is there wifi in ur kitchen?
5:34 AM – Rick: brb
5:34 AM – Rick left chat.
5:34 AM – OverlordTomala: Yeah, there’s also a ceiling, knives, forks, a sword…
5:35 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: is there wifi in the mental hospital kali? :3
5:35 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: I’m pretty sure they don’t let their patiens connect with the outside world like that
5:35 AM – kaliber: ok..?
5:35 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: you should know that :3
5:35 AM – kaliber: drama queen you should know that
5:35 AM – kaliber: women make food and men work
5:35 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: Why, cuase I work there?
5:35 AM – kaliber: you’re from lebanon :3
5:36 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: Lebanon isn’t an islam country ^.^’
5:36 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: It’s basically Christian
5:36 AM – kaliber: 90% muslims
5:36 AM – OverlordTomala: Well, in that case… Kali you mist be a damn good sandwich maker
5:36 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: IT USED TO BE
5:36 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: Now syrians invade it
5:36 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: but the majority of women work there
5:36 AM – kaliber: Tomala
5:36 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: know your geography before you get schooled
5:36 AM – kaliber: you can make me a sandwich and then suck my cock
5:36 AM – OverlordTomala: You have to have one first…
5:36 AM – kaliber: 😀
5:36 AM – ଘMiss Khate ε♥з: http://cdn.steamcommunity.com/economy/emoticon/pa69
5:37 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: OOOHOHHH
5:37 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: Is ego is as small as his dick c:
5:37 AM – kaliber: 20 cm
5:37 AM – kaliber: bby
5:37 AM – kaliber: what dat mouth do
5:37 AM – OverlordTomala: Sorry, let me rephrase… You have to have one first… not in your mom’s mouth
5:37 AM – OverlordTomala: As usual you can’t do anything right
5:37 AM – kaliber: what your mouth do
5:37 AM – kaliber: baby
5:37 AM – OverlordTomala: Laughs… at you
5:37 AM – kaliber: can it handle my 20 cm
5:38 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: pls let’s not do this now
5:38 AM – OverlordTomala: You’re entertaining 😀
5:38 AM – kaliber: fucking bitches on the internet
5:38 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: I feel like it’s some 11 year old…
5:38 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: why do I feel like he’s some 11 year old?
5:38 AM – kaliber: there werent any females on steam before
5:38 AM – kaliber: now you come
5:38 AM – ଘMiss Khate ε♥з: im going out. I dun wanna hear this things
5:38 AM – kaliber: and destory out games
5:38 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: kaliber why are you talking about yourself?
5:38 AM – ଘMiss Khate ε♥з: http://cdn.steamcommunity.com/economy/emoticon/catpuzzle these.
5:38 AM – ଘMiss Khate ε♥з left chat.
5:38 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: He’s jelly cuz we’re so fab :3
5:39 AM – OverlordTomala: Dammit where’s my popcorn
5:39 AM – kaliber: make them LGBT and queer friendlt
5:39 AM – kaliber: wow
5:39 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: and better at him at games
5:39 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: ;3
5:39 AM – kaliber: you’re all a bounch of faggots
5:39 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: bunch*
5:39 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: get schooled
5:39 AM – OverlordTomala: lol, so we went from girls to faggots. That was a quick life changing experience
5:39 AM – kaliber: implying a girl can play a game
5:39 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: Actually a girl can
5:39 AM – kaliber: why are all elite csgo players en?
5:39 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: we’re human beings aren’t we? :3
5:39 AM – kaliber: men*
5:39 AM – kaliber: why are all pro gamers male?
5:40 AM – Rick entered chat.
5:40 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: because we’re better than to compete in competitions
5:40 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: we have a life
5:40 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: 😛
5:40 AM – kaliber: you know how much money u make
5:40 AM – kaliber: ..
5:40 AM – Rick: i’m back ^^
5:40 AM – OverlordTomala: http://steamcommunity.com/profiles/76561198211707068/games/ Truly the profile of a pro
5:40 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: While you’re sitting all day trying to get your dick sucked and insulting random people you don’t know on the internet, we’re out there getting ourselves a life c:
5:41 AM – Rick: no i don’t know how much money i make ? ohh what a great question kali !!
5:41 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: He meant on the “Cs:GO” competition
5:41 AM – Rick: Lol
5:41 AM – Rick: my bad 😛
5:41 AM – kaliber: tomala
5:41 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: It’s for peoples who are either lazy or too much of a failures to get out there and get an actual job
5:41 AM – OverlordTomala: Yes sugar lips?
5:41 AM – kaliber: dont talk to me about being a pro gamer
5:41 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: competecence isn’t proven by video game skills
5:41 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: 😛
5:41 AM – OverlordTomala: lol… umad?
5:42 AM – kaliber: you’re a female
5:42 AM – Rick: wtf !!! fuck me.. he got all the achievements in 5 hrs.. bloddy hell !!
5:42 AM – OverlordTomala: If you say so
5:42 AM – kaliber: the only thing you’re good at is sucking cock and making food
5:42 AM – OverlordTomala: Stop comparing people on the internet to your dad
5:42 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: the only thing you’re good at is eating shit then spitting them out
5:42 AM – kaliber: lol
5:42 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: and them eating the again
5:42 AM – Rick: kaliber, please repect people in here or shall i get you banned ?
5:42 AM – kaliber: faggots are disgusting
5:42 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: we’re heard this over a million times, has that ever stopped us from gaming? :3
5:43 AM – Rick: alirghty then.. i got your reply kaliber
5:43 AM – OverlordTomala: You don’t have to say that EVERYTIME you look in the mirror ya know
5:43 AM – Rick: alrighty *
5:43 AM – kaliber: tomala
5:43 AM – ♔TheDramaQueen♔: we barely even noticed that mistake Rick xD
5:43 AM – kaliber: are you a feminist?
5:43 AM – Rick left chat.
5:43 AM – ๖ۣۜSỳmbẍlizẹ – Cards P entered chat.
5:43 AM – Rick entered chat.
5:43 AM – kaliber left chat.

And god said let there be assholes

Ah, religion… It lets you beat up mouthy kids in the name of the lord, while the rest of us would get charged with assault…

I wonder if that pastor got his inspiration from Fist Of Jesus? God works in mysterious ways….?

GamerGate: The stupid continues.

You know, if you’re trying to convey a message of some kind to get people over to your side, like how GamerGate is only about fighting for “ethics in game journalism” for example? You probably shouldn’t make comments like these to people who are afraid of your movement.

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More things have been popping up like that. In fact another voice has stepped up and has been getting the same treatment. This is Felicia Day’s tumblr blog post regarding why she hasn’t said anything about GamerGate until now.

I have been through a lot in my years on the internet. I have encountered a small fraction of the attacks from people like the ones who currently represent the worst of this “movement”. In the past, I worked through it alone because I felt shining a light on their words gave them exactly what they wanted: Attention and credibility. To say that their attacks and contempt didn’t set me back creatively would be a lie, but overall I got through the twists and turns, emotionally battered, but alright. My philosophy has always been, “Exist and represent yourself the way you want to exist as a woman who loves games, not as a reflection of what other people think or want of you. You will change minds by BEING. Show, don’t tell.” The attacks I experienced over the years were NOTHING compared to people who are the victims of these attacks now, but I still thought early on during the Gamer Gate phenomenon, “These trolls will dissipate into the night like they always do, it will be fine.”

Shortly after writing that she was later doxxed aka her phone number and address were posted in the comments (which were later removed after disabling comments).

One common thing I’ve noticed about the GamerGate thing is they tend to not only fight in circle jerk logic to tire people from arguing about the “bad apples”, but they tend to try and silence people who don’t agree with them even if it’s just suggesting to not be such big douchecanoes. Harsher if they happen to be female or feminist, which to these dudebros it seems to be one in the same. Basically agree with us or we’ll hunt you down/send death threats. yeah, way win people over. I’m guessing these were the same tactics they tried to use to find a insignificant other…

If there was even any shred of genuine desire to go after the gaming media for “ethics in game journalism” it died when these knuckle draggers became it’s face for the bowel movement. At this point it would be time to find a new thing to call yourselves. Most people are going to look at GamerGate and back as far the fuck away as possible.

GamerGate: The tea party movement for gamers.

Originally I wasn’t going to post about the whole GamerGate thing, mainly because the whole thing seemed so childishly stupid that I figured it wouldn’t last more than a week. Heh, that wouldn’t be the first time I’d find myself on the wrong side though. I forgot how the current generation tends to thrive on stupid.

For those who are fortunate to not know what GamerGate is I think it was covered quite nicely in this article:

(#Gamergate, for those unaware, is what happened a bit over a month ago, where an angry neckbeard posted demonstrably false allegations about his ex-girlfriend, claiming she slept with video game site reviewers for better scores for her games (again, demonstrably false), and then a whole bunch of other angry neckbeards on the Internet went full Denis Dyack and spitfrothed themselves into national attention by making an array of threats on numerous female game developers, including ones about their death, tried to hide behind a shield of “it’s about journalistic ethics because they said gamers are dead,” and generally proved why the Internet needs to be burned to the ground and the ashes salted.

Even if she did sleep with game reviewers to get a good review for a game that’s free… who the fuck cares? I mean seriously. Would they be saying the same thing if it was a guy? No, he’d be considered a stud. The only people I could see actually caring about this would be people who couldn’t get anywhere with women. Oops, I think I just described GamerGate. :v

I wouldn’t say that the term gamer is “dead” perse. But gaming has changed. It’s an ever evolving thing. Back in the old days you weren’t considered a gamer if you didn’t play board games, then you weren’t considered a real gamer if you didn’t play DnD, then later you weren’t considered a gamer if you didn’t play sidescrollers/platformers then FPS, etc etc. It’s becoming more inclusive. DEAL WITH IT.

Do I want to censor certain things from games? No! But if you’re going to have scantly clad women in a game I’d better see men wearing the same thing dammit. I mean equality, right? Here, lets make a goalpost.

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When I see this make it into a game we’ll talk.

The obligatory catching up thread

There’s a lot I could have been blogging about, but I’ve just either been too tired or not in the mood.

UNTIL NOW!

Of course I haven’t been ignoring the blog. I have been updating the features, even included a nice new steam stats plugin so you can check out what I’ve mostly been playing. Still sucked into Borderlands 2. I even leveled up to 32 last night! Space Engineers has been an interesting experiment. Reminds me of Garrysmod in space with minecraft elements. Speaking of Garrysmod I’ve been running a new cinema server which is pretty cool. It lets you get together with friends to watch things on sites like YouTube, blip or whatever place you want to watch stuff in cinema maps. It’s a fun way to share crazy links, which my group of friends and I seem to enjoy doing in mumble and IRC. Been also playing a bit of Saints Row the third on and off. That game is pretty funny. And of course TF2 which goes without saying. My TF2 servers have become pretty popular, especially Mann vs Machine. In fact on a daily basis I notice people on and off of MvM, regular TF2, CS:GO and L4D2 is usually getting some healthy use. And once on awhile the two gmod servers get some traffic. Especially during the weekend. Never expected the servers to become quite that popular. Even our steam group has grown a small bit. 😀

Already put in for my next vacation. Hopefully I’ll have off during Halloween for some funtime. Also continue my job searching. No luck yet on that front yet btw. But I’m not giving up yet. I’m still determined to get out of there. It seems like everyday when I go to work they find another way to make the employees more miserable, especially with the new rules being put into place by our store manager. I like how you can get written up now if you’re caught not smiling… Yeah, that’s an actual rule. Even if no customers are around if you’re caught with no smile on your face you get into trouble. I didn’t believe it until I saw the email. I’ll save the rest of that BS for another post and another day. It’s my weekend right now and I don’t need to raise my blood pressure.

I can tell I haven’t been here for a few.

Logged into my blog today and found like, 8 different things to update. Some plugins, a lot of themes I should probably uninstall, and the new WordPress! Up on 4.0 right now.

I’ll probably look into updating the forum either later tonight or tomorrow. Feel like resting my brain a bit today, the last 7 days at work have been pretty nuts. I survived Labor Day and made closer to what I should be making daily. Then I hear of some new rules they’re trying to enforce.

One of them involves not sitting on benches. They’re for the customers only. Which would make sense if not for one minor issue… Our time clock where we punch in and out of is next to one of the benches, where people will usually wait when they’re coming back from lunch. We’ve started retaliating by sitting on the floor next to the bench. Which btw looks really silly when the bench is empty. I had some customers stare at me when I did it the other day. And I guess at one point there were five people sitting on the floor. One of the suggestions is to stand over by the fine jewelery area and window shop all the pretty things… I got yelled at yesterday for sitting on the floor because according to the person in charge at the time you’re not even supposed to be sitting on the floor around it. The email I got says otherwise… I’ll be doing it again. Full asshole mode is enabled right now and I can’t find the off switch.

Another rule that I might get in trouble for involves sitting in our cafe area. You can only sit there if you buy something from the deli area (which I usually buy a drink to go with my lunch (since the tea I bring doesn’t last me throughout the day. 😛 ) and even if you do buy something you have to move to another table if a customer says they want your spot. I can kind of understand if you’re sitting there for your quick break, but for lunch when you’re on your own time? Fuck them all to hell.

At this rate it won’t be long before they enforce limits on using the employee bathroom…